leolam pt. 3 or larks tongues in aspic revisited/halo sex

ãShara

there  was a point in my life where we had halosex..

britta showed me how to defend myself..strangling me with just the right pressure and then showing me how to unlock the death grip..she could have broken my neck but it was  a lessonin self-defense ..it was an act of love..words were not important anymore.. we needed them just for structures and labels..technology,society.. 

this was solve and coagula,binden und losen..was this  alchemy?..it was nature..it was showing me self defence..she kicked me in the pussy and then showed me how to parry the blow or how to unlock an attack from behind.. 

wow!..they say 'as above so below'.. is the modus operandi of all alchemy, or was it ass above sob below?..

humour is sexy they say.. well..silence?..the universe was talking to 

me..a kind of language.. and it  REALLY was ,and it still is....

eyes were bound through a third force  with vision.. a bondage if you like .. and even without seeing each other I knew we were bound  through a kind of halo  forever ,and she had in fact given birth to me after saying that I should write my life story  when we were conversing a while before)...

earth is a bondage  but this was showing me freedom..so know I’m being written with words of black fire on white fire and blue my mind ,my heart ,my body..each nerve ending wrapped in cotton wool.

 shara   x